3-12-2017
it was 0200 hour,silent cold night.
pain through out my body.
my mind is still thinking about my failure yesterday.
i can do better yesterday,i should be better tomorrow.
there's a huge burden in my eye that i've hold too long.
so,i close my eyes.
my body has slumber,but not my mind.
my mind makes an escape from the harsh reality.
it started to make a world,a world not different from before.
the dream was like the reality.
cold,black,jaded, i was guessing that this could be one of those nightmare.
but i was wrong,in this cold jaded dream,a fragile thread of light suddenly a appeared.
taking form of a women,stranger to me and my mind.
this thread of light started to guide me,giving me hope and life in that cold jaded world.
it was one of the happiest moment in my life.
i knew this was a dream,but still i clung to it.
but what is light without dark.
suddenly this darkness taken me away from the light.
shit.
the darkness is my failure yesterday,it come back.
it may not be a hard fight.
but after dealing with it, i have lost sight of the light.
back to my cold jaded world with light no more.
i was thinking about the light while wandering aimlessly.
but the light found me again,but not as bright as before.
the light started to lose its light.
i try hard to re kindle the light.
but it's futile,the light is lost.
there's no escape from this world.
and i open my eyes.
forevermore remembering the light.
one day,i'll find you.
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